Voyage to my inner thin girl, a fat girl's journey: MIA

Friday, March 5, 2010

MIA

I've been really MIA from blogland for the last two weeks. It's been a struggle and I needed to take a bit of time away. I've been plateau'd again.

Actually, not really plateau'd I've been up, and back down, and up again. Every day seems to be more of the same. 2 lbs up, 1 lb down, 1 lb up, 2 lbs down, 2 lbs up. I just can't seem to break through. I've been exercising and eating ok, and my scale isn't moving.

In the past, 275 has been the weight that I've gotten to and then fallen off the diet and exercise wagon. Maybe it's a mental thing, I don't know. Either way, I've been hovering around the same weight, give or take a lb or two for nearly a month now.

I have a lot more to add, but I need to catch up on a ton of people's blogs, so I will add more later.

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♥ Drazil ♥March 5, 2010 at 5:03 PM
GAWD I hate plateaus! Hang in there. We're all here for you. Love your black and pink layout. Would love to have you follow me too!
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Non-Scale Goals (in random order)

To be able to cross my legs comfortably.
To be able to share clothes with my smaller friends
To be able to sit comfortable in an airplane seat without crowding the person next to me or having the seat belt cut into me.
To be able to sit on the floor without my legs going numb.
To be smaller than my boyfriend
To buy sexy lingerie at Vicky's or Freddie's
To complete 30 minutes on the Elliptical (I can do 30 on the treadmill, but for some reason the elliptical eludes me)
To complete the Couch To 5K program.
To do a boudoir/pin-up shoot for my boyfriend
To find and wear knee high boots that fit me
To get a tattoo on my side. I think these are sexy and I want to be at goal before I do this.
To get personal training sessions to tighten my arms, etc
To get rid of my chin(s) leaving only one
To go Bungee Jumping
To go for a run, because I can
To go horseback riding on a beach - currently I'm over the weight limit.
To go Sky Diving
To go up and down stairs without huffing, puffing, wheezing
To have ankles again - not swollen things that attach my feet to my calves.
To learn to scuba dive
To look in the mirror and like what I see
To not be embarrassed to see old friends or classmates because I have gained so much weight.
To ride roller coasters.
To run the Thanksgiving 5K with friends this year.
To shave my legs and va-jay-jay comfortable without contortions
To shop at 'regular stores' - good bye to Lane Bryant, Torrid, etc.
To sit in a movie theater seat without feeling like I'm half way on top of the person I am with.
To stop avoiding cameras and be comfortable in pictures.
To stop feeling like I'm the biggest person in the room and everyone knows it.
To take a bike to the bike trail in town and complete the entire trail.
To take an hour long exercise class
To tie my shoes with ease
To tuck in a blouse in a have it look good.
To wear a belt on the outside of my clothing (dress, shirt, etc)
To wear a bikini
To wear a sexy Halloween costume.
To wear a swimsuit and feel comfortable
To wear a tank top on a hot summer day and feel confident.
To wear heels all day or night and not have my feet KILL me.
To wear shorts and not have the ride up because my thighs are best friends

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